Hail the complicate Life...

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2011-05-03T14:01:00.001+07:00

SO I DID CHANGE THE THEME, BUT TO LAZY TO CHANGE EVERYTHING ELSE. FORGIVE ME IT'S A CHAOS. I SHALL FIX IT SOON. I'M SORRY DEAR BLOG, FOR LEAVING YOU LIKE THIS.

Coz i’mthat just mooi =)

2009-07-30T22:53:00.000+07:00

Her words was just a slapping to me ( a good slapping that is). I mean not all people can actually talk to their inspiration giver… trust me, not all can =( Well, she’s in SG, but if she comes home or holiday, she would usually go to Bandung (this post is getting boring ain’t it?).

Anyhow… She’s just this one great inspiration for me… i mean, just by looking of her picture, put some spirit for me. She’s just that cool ^^

Okie…

So! I’ve changed the blog skin! that’s first and I'll be renovating the side bar… huff, i got bored really, but just to lazy to do some things.

Do you love the skin? i don’t think i’ll be putting some cbox, but links will do. to my twitter and facebook, or liveJournal. well see later.

Now…

Yunho is going to play in a drama ‘heading to the ground’ starting with Go-Ara. while Jajeoong’s’ ‘heaven postman’ will be airing on October (sooou long).

These are some of Yunho’s drama pics, luk a tthe leader-shii’s expression…priceless =)

I wanna make this blog simple and clean…

and reminding me of my inspiration… i should probably join a cosplay contest…mwahahahhaa…

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view full album for more pics… me nd my cousin in verigo for TVXQ INDONESIA 3th gathering.. it was freezing, but i kind of enjoy it ^^

down here… I have some pics from adventuring in Lembang and kind of…lost… hoho

Two of my best friend (yellow- wina, white- Jojo)

yeah…good time… it’s on my holiday btw.. just 5 more days and school start. Oh forgot to mention, Jojo’s tedong pics will be on its way ^^

delphine on flying… super ‘KORONG SAKTI’ *sang by ario* XD!

next post… em, holiday? coz it’s almost over??

uh oh, and i bought crocodile for my school bag, is that too much? nahhh, imitation skin is good…

2009-06-17T11:40:00.000+07:00

athol (disguise name) were never to be born at all..athol should never be here.. athol weren’t meant to be here, the earth..athol, took everything away, when i’m starting a new life, when i’m starting to get joy for my life…athol took it… though i know i’m an attention whore, but athol weren’t supposed to be here…

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Daddy are so mean =<

There is this summer camp to build your speech up and how to talk and the prize is like 7 million rupiah FOR A FUCKING ONE [1] NIGHT AND TWO [2] DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so I said that i rather go to Bali, or somewhere and then TVXQ’s bangkok concert pop up on my mind… and TI is having this event, so I don’t need agent anymore..

Here’s the conversation :

me : Pa daripada ke sana ngabisin 7 juta mending ke bangkok aja… (traslation – dad, rather than wasting some millions, why not go to bangkok instead?)

dad : ke Bangkok? Bangkok it kota SEX!!!!
( Bangkok? Bangkok is a SEX city!)

inner me : how dare you? i want to meet TVXQ!!! i wanna meet my umma! and you were saying about the sex that the city was know for?? umma must seek revenge! unfair… i wanna watch them so much!

me : … *silent full of anger circling my inner beauty (eheuk)*

dad : *high voice, almost screaming, melong melong* bangkok itu kota sex! ngapain lagi ke sana?! kota sex itu! sex! (Bangkok is a city of sex! why are you going there?! it’s all about sex! sex! sex! sex! sex!)

inner me : alright i get the fucking idea about hooking up with someone…a boy or with a girl and putting dildo or a dick inside your reproductive organ or ass and trusthing in and out whatever you got, in your hand or attached to your body and getting HIV and all.. fuck i get it! i know what sex is! and how dare you!

ps. i don’t explain that i want to see TVXQ’s concert for the answer will be the same “Bangkok is a SEX city!!!”

umma!! helep me!!!

2009-05-23T20:55:00.000+07:00

Have you, as those who are teens, felt about this confusedness that would took you down and unsure of you future life?

This problem could be from what college would you take, where, are you sure about your choice and others? IT’s REALLY ANNOYING!

I wanted to go to Hankuk University, but…Just to go to Korea it self was just frustrated, on how to convince my parents on going there (i hope umma and appa would adopt me in the right time, but no…I love my parents…hell I care i want them both *ego selfish mood kickin’* and I don’t wanna go to united state..for what? i don’t like it there (no offence) i wanna stay ‘Asia’… =< life is really sucks sometimes, but when it get to crazy friends and family (i know this doesn’t have any connection), I would;d find why I'm living my day of hell and fighting to live in it.

WARNING : REALLY RANDOM

I love you all of my crazy friends, especially the rest of the ‘tail’ Wina and Jojo brought new meaning and new panoramic view of life…they really did. I mean before i meet them, I was this 'girl that they would called cocky, but just to know..I”M NOT! I'm down to earth! just coz’ I'm shy… Toilet is the best part of school…just sat there, alone, waiting for the school to end (I truly did that =D). I would ate my snack on recess time at the very corner of the class… I just *wipe tears*… hahahahha, sad time, sad time i kno… But know…it’s party like crazy, breaking rules. Yeah, we’re pretty much the trouble makers… good memory to be shared with you kids later on…so enjoy your life now! as nerds, dorks, plastic…whatever!

Oh and my Internet is still on the broke! i cannot use it and writting offline. Wid what? Windows Live Writer of course ^_^

. i’ll be kising the map for Tvxq’s Final 4th tour of ‘The secret Code tour’ in Tokyo Dome!!! hallow JAPAN! and for sure i’m gonna shop til drop in Singapore this school vacation and exelent, we can buy somethin’ dats not in Indo… *barf on da pics*

2009-05-20T21:38:00.000+07:00

So… it’s been long, since the RATS cut off my internet cable and the repairer man is not here yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be writing offline.

Let’s start with AMERICAN IDOL. Lol to the fact that this is the first time i would care to see the final of it :D and tonight, Adam is holding the record, but we’ll let American chose and since is not my county… I'll terror them if they don’t chose that sexy being i called Adam *runs off to corner* and no i don’t like Chris at all, he’s ugly. Though Jojo said that he have that charming smile and on my world there only one who have that charming smile that will make me melt, PARK YOOCHUN

no..not that one ^… but this one v

will you melt for his smile? i know i will ^^

Warning : long post of all things that I'll explode !

Qb is such a shited old hag lesbian slut!!!

long story, i don’t wanna write it down, those who want to know…are not allow! (jk…IM will work)

It’s Benjamin’s (Mr Borg’s son) first B-day and 10th grade brought him a swimming pool! are we cool or what biatch!

All I kno, is that Nana is at Bandung? is it true? for cryin’ Adam loud! I want my internet connection back! and imma changin’ it…from speedy into somethin’..more fast and nice and, yeah you got it…

This is what upset me today

Daddy is going to Japan!!! just right on time for THSK’s Tokyo dome’s performance! the ticket for the S seat is only $70 and how could I miss such opportunity!! Bad news, he’ll soon find out the real Japan (which are, places for prostitute in every block, sex and again sex, public sex, Wina’s been there FYI, cocky people, racisms, plenty more that will increase the excuses for me to study or just to take a vacation to Japan…so sad)

I’ll be posting some random post later on… since i got nothing to do and needing to calm down…..

A proper Introduction… I think 0_o

2009-05-16T21:51:00.000+07:00

A nice greeting first…since it had been long time no write ;)

Hello and welcome to my blog call ‘hailthecomplicatelife’

This blog contains all of what i want to write and i would care less if you hate me or hate this boresome blog… oh btw, i just found out that plenty people hate me and I've no idea why. Ain’t life just sour-sweet(asam-manis)?

I’m from Bandung, Indonesia… My school is in XXXX… I’m a junior at high school…

Ah tomorrow is going to be another game for basketball, hope we could win… Cloud and Kadaj (disguise name) will be coming along to support us as well….then off to pvj, or somewhere (probably)

Back to the main point, since i haven’t introduce this thing anyway… *random* does anyone know how to change XML into HTML? coz I need a new skin!!! *end of randomness*. THIS BLOG IS A PRIVATE BLOG AND THERE WIL BE NO ADVERTISING WAHTEVER AND I WILL PUT LESSCARE TO MAKE THIS BLOG POPULAR, COZ THERE WOULD BE PLENT OF WHINING, COMPLAINING AND MIGHT BE SUITABLE FOR YOU…I’ve warn you and I will make an official warning post next time.

This blog will contains my links and my daily, complaining or just a simple happy chirp of my daily.. and *cough*daily*cough*dosis*cough*ofporn*cought*

ENJOY MY BLOG….

Sincerely,

THE AUTHOR OF

‘hAiL ThE cOmPliCaTe LIfE’

2009-05-10T21:55:00.000+07:00

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY

2009-05-09T14:49:00.001+07:00

Junsu’s leg got injured. poor kamo butt, i got my leg all cramp that i cannot even walk and i had forced myself to, coz i wan’t alowed to stay at the hotel. I hurts so badly, i wannted to cry, but no everybody were busy with their own cuts. It won’t hurt if I sat, but i must hike and do all the activities. The manslut is back. The Premium tickets [I want it so badly]

2009-05-08T17:51:00.000+07:00

She is disappointed..

she’s feeling that agony and lust were filling her whole system…

She wanted to scream..she wanted to cry and complained,… but was hold back for some reason..

she doesn’t think that she’s normal..

she also thinks that she’s to common..

she taught that puberty was was hard. and so going through 16..

she wanted gay relationship to be legal, so that she could have her parents back together, without hiding…But it was a rule made by one that she idolize most…her God, Jesus Christ…gay must not exist and she love her parents and she love them to go to heaven.

she had made a difficult decision to just to cling to one of them…her UMMA…

she’ll love them both until that it hurts to see them separated…

she wanted to scream

she wasn’t normal.

she had mental problems and her current mother doesn’t even care about it and she wants to get back to her real parents…

2009-05-08T17:41:00.000+07:00

And at First I was saying that this week would be all fun and relaxing huh? Well guess again, I DON’T!!!!!!

Pangandaran S-U-C-K-S.. The schedule [made by ms memey] was tight as a stocking. The schedule was not hectic, but it was a stupid one. Day one : we arrived at green canyon and everything was fine until at batu Karas. After Batu karas, we were wet, cold, and freezing and stick and icky, but guess what did ms memey said? we’ll be going immediately to karya bahari for dinner and karya bahari was windy and I felt like fainting once we got there. She said that the foods are great and yuck, if I've been not hungry and cold and all, i won’t even eat that much.

We[ wina, angela, georgie] were in the same room with Dara [ the nasty bule, which we al want to punch her in the mouth and she DOESN’T took a bath for the whole fieldtrip, well maybe once.], mrs Rachel/Borg, with her son Benjamin [ they were killing us WAG]

Second day, we had to go to pasir putih [white sands] for snorkling and the result were. We all [ WAG, bella, icha, cindy and plenty more victim] got cuts, big cuts and my foot got stuck in the coral reef, it’s fucking hurts. my sole of foot for an open cut and so wina’s and it caused us to hardly walk. But then, we cannot stay at the hotel no matter what.

The hotel’s room were big, it was quite comfy if not for the agony of schedule made by ms memey.

We went on hiking next and we had to walk circling the ‘cagar alam’ and it’s like it’s an island!! Ms memey insist on climbing, even though the tour guide said that we won’t see what we want to see, a BULL. then we go home. The whole journey starts from 11am until 4 or 5pm. A rest, well not really. Then BBQ, which really wasn’t that fun.

Third day, To Citumang [ the said, the cleanest river in the west Java] the whole track were slippery, due of it rained. As usual the stubborn ms memey told us to hike, and guess what we can’t even see the cleanest river anymore, coz the water was al muddy and we can’t swim, coz the current was to strong. So we immediately go back.

Result : we all got super tired, all muddy and dirty. Guess again, the torture was not done. We were allowed to shop, in the tiredness and muddiness of us now. We were tired and we have to shop?

WA DE PUCK ms?

and after that was lunch in again karya bahari and finally go home [on journey: 6 fucking hours]

The end

*long siiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhh*

2009-05-03T19:14:00.000+07:00

16 to 8

GKI Pasteur

vs.

GKI Paskal

Hell of a yeah!! We won today!!!!!!! wohhhoah, i got to play twice btw. There will be another game on may 17th. That girl called ‘Ka Eva’ was a nice girl… to bad I don’t like her at all. Why? Coz she scored all the points and next time…that old hag will go down!!!!! I refuse to not shoot any point at all!!!!

It’s 1 [one] day to Pangandaran!

2009-05-02T19:09:00.000+07:00

A HUGE SINCERY apologies from ME to My whole life and every body…

So it would probably means nothing to you, but I just (almost) killed my self…My body is still on recovering on the lost of blood transfused to the brain, my whole body is shaking like crazy and I can’t look down that long anymore, coz i’ll get all dizy and wanting to faint.

This are how the second near death experience (lebai i kno) :

1.I was reading a fics…and felt all emotional (but the idea of killing my self does not came from that).

2. I decided to sleep…

3. Mom and Dad arrived at home.

4. Is angry at them (personal reason).

5. Locked the door for (I remeber this correctly, 3.55pm)

6. Lying down on the bed.

7. Saw a jump rope (this is when al came out and the devil and the angel doesn’t even have the time to came out)

8. Choke my self with it

9.stop, coz i can’t breath and my hands had became week, coz of the lack of blood flowing into my brain.

10. get out of the rrom, eat, called by mom, cried….

THE END (oh- the irony of it)

So stupid…killing yourself witha jumping rope?? yeah right, well i’ve done it anyway lolz.. my weekend is S-U-C-K-Z

bubyee….

2009-04-29T21:53:00.000+07:00

No skul for me 2day…

1st. I have a dentist appoitment.

2nd. The school was boring yesterday, so I assume that It will be boring 2day too…

3th. Plenty of the kids skip school

4th. I’m too lazy to go to school.

5th. This will end in a Q… WHY DO WE HAVE A FREAKIN’ SCHOOL THIS WEEK, WHEN OTHER SCHOOL ARE HAVING A FREAKIN’ HOLIDAY?????????????????????????? the big A is… COZ THE FUCKING NINE[9] GRADERS WERE HAVING THEIR UN TEST THIS WEEK AND WE (TENTH[10TH] GRADERS) HAVE TO WAIT THEIR FUCKING ASS TO GET OUT OF THE TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS ANOTHER REASON THAT I FUCKING HATE THE NINE GRADERS THAT MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

Anyhow… let’s get on what I did today…

well I bought some books

1st book : fairy tail (I've been looking for this comic for like a centuries long!!)

2nd: Kambing Jantan (you who understand Indonesia : mesti beli lah!! bakal bikin loe ngakak ampe saket perut booh!! belegug abis dah…ps. this is my first Indonesian novel…)

3rd : Time Management (I got plenty of trouble with time, so my mom suggested this book..lolz ;p and i got no interest on it)

4th : Secret ( Ah buku yg uda gue incer’’ daree dulu kala!! btw, Changmin jg baca ni buku! and gw bukan nya motiru Cm, tp uda dari sblum gw tau ternyata dia deman ama ni buku jg…dasarlah orang jenius *silakan muntah, ember ama cleaning servicenya gratis kok,btw I bought the Indo version, coz the English is fucking darn expensive!! wad de’ puck?)

well that’s all I guess.. oh, anyone know about the book called ‘The Blue Bloods’? V –> Georgie and Wina bought me this book and I love it so muuucch!!! XD

Now…to what i bought 2day

Just Perfume and some book shelf…(my books and comics are a mess…I'll show you sometimes)

I’m really sleepy right now and I'll promise to come up with something to make this piece of di-a-ri much much un-boring…huhuhuhu over and coolest out!

night

2009-04-28T17:57:00.000+07:00

Feeling depress? Mentally ill? psychology need to be involved? What about CAT scan?

well no worries, coz i got the same problem and if you’re in an age between,say, fourteen[14] until,maybe, nineteen[19] I would probably say that it’s normal… we teens wanted to be free for the first time. we rebels, we cause chaos, no matter how goody-two-shoe you are… You want to escape everything and starting to think that you wanted to control everything else in your life and you wanted to scream, but you’ll hide it in pride.

ESPESSIALY WHEN YOUR PARENTS ARE REALLY OVER PROTECTIVE AND WATCH YOU LIKE A HAWK ALL THE TIME

I UNDERSTAND YOU FRIEND ^_^

YOU ARE LOOKING FOR WHO ARE YOU AND SOME OF YOU WOULD THINK THAT YOU ARE USELESS IN EVERY SUBJECT THAT YOU DO…

2009-04-26T19:46:00.000+07:00

Okay, so I'm hallucinating wayyy… too freaky!

^Do you know how cute Tablo’s dorkiness is? It’s way too cute..luk at his bumble bee’s butt… but still, Su- Kamo butt is the world champs!

Lolz at moi randomness!!!

2009-04-25T09:38:00.000+07:00

As the Indonesian week had been fun and stressful.. It is time to go back to where the real school schedule…. And it’s just a another week to our awesome- fantastic- spectacular- first time- expensive- super- amazing- we gonna make it fun- yippie- full with cat fight- field trip TO PANGANDARAN [it’s a beach FYI]

The Indonesian week had been fun… we collect around 9 to 10 million…ahh but, hush darling, only the committee who were allowed to know this, coz…we’re the one who counted the money..lolz *smack me, hit me, tackle me down*

Oh and I saved three[3] fish from the massive storm of children-handling on the game called ‘catch the fish’… well, i actually bought them all alone ;)

~~Into Gossip Girl mode~~

As S and H were the Drama and Bitch queen, with their everyday activities of flirting, and bitchin’ around. They had marked their head with a stamp on their forehead with a ‘I'm the one and only Bitch here so move’ for 4 years in the row and being hated by KFV, they had to make room for at least, someone with a better face and intelligent this year. I'm not talking about another drama queen, but just an average boy that got plenty of girls fall for him, but no worries, he’s not those bunny players. Yes, this year [10th grade] a new ‘Drama King’ had arrived and we will call him Dm. Watch out girls, coz you might be the next victim falling for him, or just give up your title. XOXO

2009-04-22T20:52:00.003+07:00

This IS NOT WORKING WELL!!!

Indo week will be held on friday, which is a just a say away, and freak! nothin' or anyone got optimism and straight thinkin! The day was filled with crying, shouting, scratching, bitching, fucking, screwing, speeching, shitting, strezzing, hungriing, and all counting money . Counting money is fun, coz there were lots of them and i wanna stole them lolz, but when it got to millions and you had to count it all again coz you loss count...trust me, you're head is going to be so hot!!!

QB and cs were out to brought up some problem...lolz to them, coz they never stop, even if we do... They keep glaring and doing all sort of 'lebai' things... then I[we] decided to put up some schedule for the war and yes the climax will be on 5th until 7th May... To be exact, it's a t pangandaran [it's a field trip on a beach].. I'm sure it's going to be fun..with all of the cat fight!!

I LOVE CAT FIGHT [especially with those stupid 9th graders.. lolz]

2009-04-20T21:35:00.000+07:00

so this wasn't suppose to be out yet... but ahhh ><

I've plenty shit around my MW, which filled with all my complains, my joy, my shited day, my scracthing, my killing, freakin' out and so other thing I could mention...

Life isn't fair as 'the panitia of Indonesian Week'... why? coz i'm only on 10th grade and I had to do works of tons of homeworks just like a college-man!!!

so i've decided to open up a blog... a blog that i will take care off... well at least i won't let it doze off for the frirst time... i'm sucks at life FYI...

this is too embarasing!!!!!!!!!